yays! im listening to jay chou's new album now. terrific :D cant wait for his concert to arrive. woohoo im gonna scream like mad. hahah! anyway, i missed out lzx's concert last week. got the tickets already though. but due to chloe's 1st birthday celebration that fell on the same day, gotta sell away. ultra sadd ): but i heard some news about ; he's gonna hold another concert here again by this year! hope it's true and im soooo gonna go watch it !

yes i know ; last night was ladies night. everyone's hitting clubs like mad. & here i am, rejecting all my party khakis. not even a yes to my favourite place @ phuture ): though it's kinda tempting, but sigh~ i cant go and it's better not to go, if not, aftermath consequences .. omg i dont even dare to imagine. stanly sure gonna skinned me alive. met up with ivy and valerie for dinner instead at kovan ((:

kbox on tuesday with liling. $8nett is back! :D nevertheless, an awesome day with her. it's always awesome anyway. hahah!

dim sum for dinner just now with eileen and valerie. superbly full. felt kinda sinful eh. cause im supposed to be on diet ): oh wells, im gonna be more determined yeps! time to hit the sack now!

-You ; how have You been already?! (: -

i missed the frog porridge i had on wed with these people :D yeps, geylang for that , marina barrage and finally boat quay. a so called farewell to yongsheng before his enlistment! :D

okay, friday night was an Epic Night for me. like a fool only. club hop from Rebel to Powerhouse. saw some good old friends from sec sch and i went bonkers after that. arghhh damn it! i know liling was damn worried and so do stanly. he is Worried + Angry to the max. i was in a foul mood and i cried like fuck. tsk damn unglam. drunk show for 4 freaking hours. stanly scolded me right on the spot. liling was taking care of me. arghh, overall i caused so much trouble that night. i am sorry worm ; i am sorry stanly ))): & this was the 1st time i heard people saying that they are 'heart pain' for me. which made me realised there are people who still cared for me. alrights, sidetrack, it was a fun night though, before the drunkard starts the show. & i guess stanly wont ask me out for party anymore ):

Precious Chloe's 1st year! and she is sooooo adorable :D ivonn and andrew came too. thank you dears ((: stanly came too. and nevertheless, it's the best time for him to tell me how good my drunk show was plus scoldings and warnings. he says 'NO MORE CLUBBING' ): how sad was that. i cant go party for the time being )): i brought this up myself. serve you right Felicia.

overall lesson learnt : i heard all the scoldings.
torturing yourself is the most stupid way.

so , Love yourself More.

HA! everyone's leaving. all the 'good old staffs' are leaving by june. good luck boss. all the best to you and your shops without us in future. i am the most glad to say a big Goodbye to you ((:

yes ; it's really rare to have from colleagues to become close girlfriends. and the most coincidental thing was, we didnt plan to leave the box together. how coincident was that! we've each found our route of fortune. hahah! anyway, im really thankful that i've met these bitches here. we suffered, laughed , cried, gossiped, heart to heart talks, scolded, shouted, party-ed , died etc together . believe it or not, we are really that close. they really brought lotsa joys and vibrants into my life. & im sure, no matter what, i am gonna keep us close within though i know we gonna be busy with our jobs differently in future. i am so looking forward to our upcoming Farewell Party together. iLOVE you BITCHES! :DD

& yes again ; i've received 2 pieces of good news yesterday. im so gonna be a rich kid in july. and finally, it's time for me to buck up my future. i am equally happy with both. but we shall see which comes 1st. hopefully God will be by my side, to let me be in the better prospects.


Bff's 22nd birthday celebration ((:



more pictures on Grace & baby Joelle's birthday ((:



okay! off to prepare now! PARTY TONIGHT :D
oh yes, home alone today and tmr :D

Pms spoils my day la. my plan to sentosa on thursday, gone ): anyway, yesterday was a good day with my girls. girls talk is loved. and i love this week coz im kinda occupied! plans are made. unlike last week, which was utterly horrendous. tsk!

and oh, Felicia is seriously going on a diet. everyone's going on diet now. ahahah! i know i've been saying this since 2154154 months ago. BUT, i going this for REAL now. im determined ! dont doubt me yepz! ((: ahhh, i need you girls on this friday. come with me lahh. eileen . ivy . valerie . liling .

Jz's 21st birthday last sat ((:









okay ; off to town now. see you worm! :D

wordy entry la huh. i've yet to receive any pictures from anyone. im kinda excited now. coz im going to take up another job! meaning, i'll have 2 jobs again, like the previous time. hahahah! so friends, stop complaining that i've got no time ah! i will still have time for you all la. no worries! it's good to be kept occupied with money rolling in. heheh. thats my main aim. damn poor these 2 months. lotsa things to pay. omg. spare me from those man. hopefully by adding another income, it'll lessen those irritating burdens ((:

attended Jz's 21st birthday party last night. quite a nice one. saw some good old friends. still as crappy. none of them changed. hahah. shisha-ed on both weekends. with awesome people :DD love rounding nights with stanly and co. met eileen and daniel after birthday for kbox session. thank you daniel for the lift. all the way till very late. hahah! had an awesome great time :DD

looking forward to upcoming activities! off to paint my nails now :D

im very glad. very very glad, at least i still have You around, Stanly Tan. you are always around me like some souls. you know me the most. to the extend i dont even need to say a word. you know what im thinking, how am i feeling. how should i regard you as? it has been quite sometime since we had the longest chat. prolly been years though we still do meet up casually. i know, im always disappearing. being on and off sometimes. i know and i realised, you will be there for me no matter what happens. even a call from me just to ask you to send me home, you'll still come. your scoldings are the most significant. thank you for telling me all the logics. i felt alot alot alot better. it is really no big for mine compared to others. i know im seeing alot lesser in the society. i will keep us within and be good from now on. thank you Bro. loves ((:

yes! im having a good day today. i will be seeing my girls later! :DD

after a fucked up time, hopefully the better will come. im much more better already.

Grace & baby Joelle's Birthday ((:

hmm .. where shall i go tonight ?! ((:

im not a happy girl now. i'm seriously troubled by this recent issue. it's too personal until i dont know who can i turn to now. im getting more and more troubled ; more and more paranoid ; more and more bothered everyday. i felt so afflicted. i've made the biggest mistakes ever ))= wtf is wrong with me?! wtf is wrong with the guys in this entire universe. turning into bastards or what? can such guys leave me alone? what is so big fuck about this holy word 'Sorry' ?! so a 'sorry' can mend everything? now i know. how many 'sorry-s' must i entertain in my life? fucking hate this word to the core. so what you apologised? you still left the whole shit to me. i want an explaination. but wtf are you doing? what am i supposed to do? ))= i've got no mood for anything now. fucking temperamental. im in the deepest shit now. i had literally turned myself into a bitch. FML .

Powerhouse last saturday.

on a happier note ; stanly is planning on our taiwan trip this year! hopefully nothing goes wrong. thank you stanly tan. coz you always never failed to brighten up my day though you always dont know what's going on with me but you just know that im unhappy . thanks for bringing me out last night. see you again on friday ((:

no more drinking ; Felicia )=

Fucking

Spell Me

B.I.T.C.H

FUCKED UP.

woootss ~ when was my last party ?! since .. uncountable days. yes !! party tonight ! kinda look forward to it. hope there ain't those fucking despo guys around -.- and also, i hope i dont need to be nanny later. HAHAH!

oh ; it rained just now! omfg, like finally. so damn humid and hot for the past few days! even under the cooler, everyone's complaining hot! ahhh, i've got no dinner later ): folks are going for some dinner later. i shall starve then. pretty sinful these 2 nights. diet diet!

Daphne's 21st @ Aranda ((:

& BFF !! hoped you've enjoyed all the celebrations we've planned for you. love you :D

lastly ; to my most noble mummy : Happy Mother's Day !

hmm.. a short post before i head out for a feast with the girls. yes ; i've been rotting my day away today and the past few days. im way way way too bored. arghh. too many things to settle ; too little money ; too little time. it's terrible i know.

wheel of fortune, when will you turn to me?!

i felt that i'm living in suspense everyday. maybe i do not have much self confidence. that's it. will you just disappear in the next second? dont make it a habit. it's hard to kick off. once bitten twice shy. im afraid. dont fool me around. im a loser in such games. sometimes i really think that we cant click well. or perhaps it's just me only. so shall we just .....

argh! wtf am i thinking -.-