hmm.. a short post before i head out for a feast with the girls. yes ; i've been rotting my day away today and the past few days. im way way way too bored. arghh. too many things to settle ; too little money ; too little time. it's terrible i know.

wheel of fortune, when will you turn to me?!

i felt that i'm living in suspense everyday. maybe i do not have much self confidence. that's it. will you just disappear in the next second? dont make it a habit. it's hard to kick off. once bitten twice shy. im afraid. dont fool me around. im a loser in such games. sometimes i really think that we cant click well. or perhaps it's just me only. so shall we just .....

argh! wtf am i thinking -.-