im not a happy girl now. i'm seriously troubled by this recent issue. it's too personal until i dont know who can i turn to now. im getting more and more troubled ; more and more paranoid ; more and more bothered everyday. i felt so afflicted. i've made the biggest mistakes ever ))= wtf is wrong with me?! wtf is wrong with the guys in this entire universe. turning into bastards or what? can such guys leave me alone? what is so big fuck about this holy word 'Sorry' ?! so a 'sorry' can mend everything? now i know. how many 'sorry-s' must i entertain in my life? fucking hate this word to the core. so what you apologised? you still left the whole shit to me. i want an explaination. but wtf are you doing? what am i supposed to do? ))= i've got no mood for anything now. fucking temperamental. im in the deepest shit now. i had literally turned myself into a bitch. FML .

Powerhouse last saturday.

on a happier note ; stanly is planning on our taiwan trip this year! hopefully nothing goes wrong. thank you stanly tan. coz you always never failed to brighten up my day though you always dont know what's going on with me but you just know that im unhappy . thanks for bringing me out last night. see you again on friday ((:

no more drinking ; Felicia )=