Avalanche .

school finally sent me a letter to collect my cert . all the way to queenstown again . prolly next week or so . im having a mixture of feelings . prone to worry this time . cool dudes , im starting work soon . as soon as next week ?! Clarence said he might join my crew ! hoho !! (i will let you see my power man short ! hahas) anyway , salary is although not attractive . but , no choice but to do it . not planning to work for long though . just temporary to kill my time . better than staying at home nua-ing & being an aimless soul around . & important thing is , i need MONEY . money money ! God you are finally on my side !!

wah ~ mahjong on wednesday . with my usual khakis . they are so fun ! and luck was with me man , like finally . hahas !

& thursday was a busy and lethargic day . went for interview in the early morning . im so glad that i was selected . overjoyed at that moment ! Anna really helped me alot alot . she is the Best Sis seriously . Loves ;D backed home for lunch with mummy . supposingly to have a tennis session with Kok Chuan . but , it rained . short nap instead . movie with Gilbert after he booked out at night . 'Kungfu Chefs' and then followed by frog leg porridge for dinner ! ages since i last ate that . haha ! home-ed for awhile before Darren came to fetch me for supper ((: this ass get to book out on thursday because he said he deserved it -.- hahas , yeps buangkok . chatted lots . & he drove me home ;D like 4am , & i was already half dead .

today - Beatrice finally drove me out ! haha ! literally the whole day . tampines mall was our first stop . ding tai fung for lunch . met some of her friends there as well . and then we went to town . cause i needa buy Stanly's birthday gift . bought him a French Connection (Fcuk) polo tee . though both of us didnt had a good sleep the night before , but we still had FUN ! had fun driving here and there . haha , encountered lotsa funny situations . & she drove me home . love you la Bea . LOLS ! yeps , night was a short chill at changi airport with my cousin . and he drove me home too . alrights , im really tired . Dead Beat !!

Through The Rain .

yes , im recovering already . like finally -.- less stomach upsets but damn sore throat is still there . Lozenges !!!!!

steamboat for dinner with family , cousins and relatives just now @ golden mile . nice food ! but stupid sore thorat gave me a hard time to swallow all the good stuffs ! thus , i didnt eat much . what a waste ): basically was rotting @ home the entire day . job hunting online . msn-ing ......

oh ya , Honey Cinnamon Drink SUCKS TO THE MAX !! thanks for the Remedy man Peggy ! LOLS !! met up with her to collect my new havaianas yesterday . like finally arrived after 2 months -.- train-ed to town and watched CatsInECradle Liveband performance outside indochine for 45mins ! Liveband is really LOVED !! and this homosexual , Tasha , draws big attention to all the people everywhere . it's omfg funny !! LOLS ! alighted @ buangkok . and Clarence walked me home (:

i need to stop reminiscing . arghh !

Straight Ahead .

arghh ~ 1 week already . & im not fully recovered ! i hate sore thorat , i hate stomach upset ! wth ! i want to work ! i want to earn tonnes of money to pay for my uni fees ! stop giving me hell days please ! damn !

supposingly to go cycling with Peggy . HuiLing on thursday . but im still unwell . & there goes my cycling session . i thought it would fun & i'll feel better after that . arghh ! but not too bad . they changed the plan . pizza hut for lunch @ compass point . didnt eat much though . not even 1/2 of the baked rice . zZ ! starbucks for a short chill . no frappacinos for me this time . dont feel like drinking although it's my all time favourite . anyways , they definitely made my day without fail ;D Gilbert drove me to this damn nice place @ night after he booked out . Keppel Bay Marina . it's omfg cool place ! supper back @ buangkok . & he sent me home . thanks for the effort despite you are tired . it did cheer me up a lil . seriously thank you (:

yesterday ; was a.w.e.s.o.m.e ! Wilson's birthday celebration @ my place ! theme : Party Hat =)) bought him a Burberry Perfume ! & i know he loves it like siao ! hahas ! everyone enjoyed the whole thing lotsa . LOVES COUSINS =DD

Breakeven .

yeps . unlocked my site already . sorry for those who cant access in previously . anyway , im sick . for like already 3 hell days . coming 4 tmr . i dont know when will i recover . stomach flu for damn bloody no reason . i puked . gastric pain came along . & followed up by fever . all at a time . well done . feeling sorta nauseous . didnt go to the doctor , cause i hate to consult doctor .

rights , im so sorry to my dear girls . i cant go airport with you girls on monday . i know it's gonna be a great time there as we wanted to go there the last time & especially with the both of you (: but im really sorry , i cant make it due to my sickness & i also dont have much mood though . lets go again very soon yeps ?! promise :D

i met dearest Jun Ying on tuesday . & she's back from india ! and before she flew off , we agreed that it's a must to meet up after shes back ! so yes ! we met ! so nice to see her . haha . finger-food snacks @ istana park . short chill out and lotsa updates ! see you very soon dear !! ivonn came to stay over for project . and i helped her a lil . & im really happy to hear that her major presentation went fine ! all da best ivonn ! :D

so today , i went to UnSim & SMU with dearest emily . we were like begging for application and admission . but seriously , school fees for my course is really a huge amount . i dont know what to do . my parents really cant pay for me . even if they can , i also wont want them to pay sucha huge sum just for me . they already done more than enough for me . hais . starbucks at cathay after that . chatted almost everything happily.

until when i received this sms which just made me literally water in my eyes . & you totally left me speechless . i really dont know what to say . and i got nothing to say anymore . this is not the reply i wanna hear . you've been telling me the same thing over and over again . but you are still like that . and the problem is still unsolved . since you already know how i feel . so i treat the last msg as the solution of the problem . you just brought me so down . down to the max like never before . it really aches to see that last reply . hope for a better tmr (:

The Easy Way .

i dont know how to describe my mood now . it's so messy , so vexed , so frustrated . make it simplier , im troubled . wonderful dinner today . thank you (: & probably this gonna be the last time i see you . the feeling aint the same as we went out together the last time . im feeling so so so not good . especially when i see you , reminds me of you and your girlf , & everything just brought me so down . tears just dropped so unknowingly , but i guessed everything's gonna be better soon . anyway , hope my liang teh will recover you fast . drink more water . thank you for everything you did . last long with your girlf . take care (:

Happy Valentine's Day !

Crying Out For Me .

i totally trust my premonition . my intuition tells me that something is not going right . and yes , it happened . believe it or not ; but things always happen when i have such feelings . friends should know .

im Not happy at all . Not At All . & you are really keeping me in suspense . if i never ask about it , you will never tell me & i will never know . & i will be like a fool . do i look like a fool to you ? how long can you keep this away from me ? why is it so hard to tell me the truth ? & i dont understand why are you feeling so confused ? i think i should be the one feeling damn depressed now . there's nothing for you to feel confuse about ! why must you think until so complicated ? everything is so clear now . do you know what are you doing actually ? im not furious that you are back with your girlf . im sad of course . but im just pissed that why cant you always be frank with me ?! you know what you did now hurts me even worst ? keeping things away from me doesnt make me feel better , understand ? dont feel regretful with your decision made . it's your choice . trust your decision . nothing is always too late . it's only the effort you put in , is it enough or not . but anyway , i hoped you will think thoroughly and carefully before anything/coming to a decision next time (:

nothing makes me happy today ; except for my angbao money .

:(

Makeover .

& today marks the end of the most enjoyable Chinese New Year . have you guys enjoyed yourself throughout the 15 days ? hmm .. i definitely Do ! thanks to all my lovely cousins & family who made all the gatherings happened happily ;D

well , today ! im happy today ! but something just kept me in suspense . dont keep me in suspense . i hate such feelings . Let Me Know ! out with Peggy just now to collect our pay . YAYS ! ;D

It's My Life .

yeps , im so gonna get back to my ideal/original weight asap . OMG , 53kg now . can you believe it . Cny had put me 3kg of weight ! arghhh ~ credits to 2 weeks of good yet sinful food .

Long and tiring day , yesterday . get up as early as 9am . bai nian with my family . 2 places . and then was Steamboat lunch @ Peishan's house ! her mum is so funny . hahas ~ followed by Steamboat dinner again @ my uncle's house to celebrate 元宵. stayed for abit and went for Jason's Birthday celebration @ aranda country club . Happy 21st Jason =D . another round of buffet . had some desserts and drinks . and supper with Kok Chuan & He Yong @ buangkok . as they aint full at the celebration . hahas . home-ed only @ 2.30am . IM TOTALLY DRAINED OUT .

okies say no more , gotta go cousin's house now ! tatas (:

All Or Nothing .

Weekly Summary ..

besides Bai Nian it is still Bai Nian . Cousin Anna's house on monday . had bak kwa for dinner with them . lols . damn addictive .

woots ~ town-ed with my siao girlfriends Peggy & HuiLing on tuesday . Partyworld ! entitled this rate @ 15.50 per pax , upon some festive promotion i guess . siao-ness & crazy-ness ! hahas . Peishan joined us for dinner . oh mans , i haven see her for months ! starbucks @ clarke quay with her while Peggy & HuiLing went home . catch ups ; chill outs ; endless chats ;D

Wednesday - town-ed again . with Gilbert . he took half day and get to book out happily . lols . shopping and stuffs . & he bought lotsa stuffs ! i didnt buy any coz i needa save money . mahjong in the night . @ my place with He Yong , Kok Chuan & mummy . hahas !

Thursday - town Again ! met Jun Ying before her flight . she's flying off to india to do some volunteers . went to 四马路 after lunch . and both of us 求签 . had it twice . mine was not really good . Jun Ying's too . hais ~ but anyway , Jun Ying , dont think too much yea ? im always here for you (: yeps , backed to town . while Jun Ying heads home . met Kok Chuan and He Yong to buy Jason's birthday present . and then was finally home (:

today - Tiring Day ~ Bai Nian @ aunty house in the afternoon . oh ya , Elgin , or should i call him Ivor ? okie i still prefer Elgin . yeps , he sang with his guitar to me . stunned . woo ~ damn nice ! i didnt know he knew how to play guitar and compose songs . talented chap ! & he taught me how to play guitar with basic notes . he is learning my favourite song & we shall sing together next time yea ? i enjoyed lots (: rushed to work . 2 events today . Emerson Co. D&D @ orchard hotel . Retro Mania ! Fun ! and another was lunar new year's dinner @ somewhere near . did some photo takings & marks my day .



okie , Cny gonna end . Felicia needs to get back to her original weight or lesser . Cny is putting me weight !

everything is already Predestinied . this is destiny .

Just hope for the Best (:

Whatever It Takes .

OMG ~ i've been eating and eating . i'll become a pig sooner or later . hopefully i'll get back to my normal diet after Cny (: okie .. i've been going around bai nian non-stop . enjoyed lotsa , although i always go with the same group of people . but still Fun ! why ? cause cousins ! hahas !

Friday was exceptional ; Kok Chuan , He Yong and his bro He Jun came ! mahjong at my place till 6am . super tired . & i lost :( the big winner , Kok Chuan treated us breakfast @ buangkok after that . Yay !

Saturday - PotLuck @ ah Ma's house [daddy's side] . everyone turned up & was damn crowded ! PotLuck for the 1st time @ ah Ma's house . pretty interesting ! . 捞鱼生 too ! didnt gamble . but the adults were so high gambling . hahas ! From the laughters and smiles , i can see that everyone was enjoying super much thru out night =D

Joey . Rachel . Ashley . Georgina (:

Today - went to Uncle's place to bai nian . and also housewarming [mummy's side] . Yes , New House ! buffet for lunch . didnt gamble too . but the adults did . haha . headed to cousin Agnes's house for steamboat & 捞鱼生 ! hahas . just got home awhile and im super full now !

15 days of Cny = 15 days of enjoyment (: geez ~ might be going over to cousin's place tmr night ! woohoo ! =D