Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Breakeven .

yeps . unlocked my site already . sorry for those who cant access in previously . anyway , im sick . for like already 3 hell days . coming 4 tmr . i dont know when will i recover . stomach flu for damn bloody no reason . i puked . gastric pain came along . & followed up by fever . all at a time . well done . feeling sorta nauseous . didnt go to the doctor , cause i hate to consult doctor .

rights , im so sorry to my dear girls . i cant go airport with you girls on monday . i know it's gonna be a great time there as we wanted to go there the last time & especially with the both of you (: but im really sorry , i cant make it due to my sickness & i also dont have much mood though . lets go again very soon yeps ?! promise :D

i met dearest Jun Ying on tuesday . & she's back from india ! and before she flew off , we agreed that it's a must to meet up after shes back ! so yes ! we met ! so nice to see her . haha . finger-food snacks @ istana park . short chill out and lotsa updates ! see you very soon dear !! ivonn came to stay over for project . and i helped her a lil . & im really happy to hear that her major presentation went fine ! all da best ivonn ! :D

so today , i went to UnSim & SMU with dearest emily . we were like begging for application and admission . but seriously , school fees for my course is really a huge amount . i dont know what to do . my parents really cant pay for me . even if they can , i also wont want them to pay sucha huge sum just for me . they already done more than enough for me . hais . starbucks at cathay after that . chatted almost everything happily.

until when i received this sms which just made me literally water in my eyes . & you totally left me speechless . i really dont know what to say . and i got nothing to say anymore . this is not the reply i wanna hear . you've been telling me the same thing over and over again . but you are still like that . and the problem is still unsolved . since you already know how i feel . so i treat the last msg as the solution of the problem . you just brought me so down . down to the max like never before . it really aches to see that last reply . hope for a better tmr (: