i totally trust my premonition . my intuition tells me that something is not going right . and yes , it happened . believe it or not ; but things always happen when i have such feelings . friends should know .
im Not happy at all . Not At All . & you are really keeping me in suspense . if i never ask about it , you will never tell me & i will never know . & i will be like a fool . do i look like a fool to you ? how long can you keep this away from me ? why is it so hard to tell me the truth ? & i dont understand why are you feeling so confused ? i think i should be the one feeling damn depressed now . there's nothing for you to feel confuse about ! why must you think until so complicated ? everything is so clear now . do you know what are you doing actually ? im not furious that you are back with your girlf . im sad of course . but im just pissed that why cant you always be frank with me ?! you know what you did now hurts me even worst ? keeping things away from me doesnt make me feel better , understand ? dont feel regretful with your decision made . it's your choice . trust your decision . nothing is always too late . it's only the effort you put in , is it enough or not . but anyway , i hoped you will think thoroughly and carefully before anything/coming to a decision next time (:
nothing makes me happy today ; except for my angbao money .
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