i reflected on myself this morning , when i was still lazing on my comfy bed . i dont know why i'll do that , but several thoughts just came into my mind like that . to think of that , hope i'll be more sensible , appreciative and make the right decisions in future .
20 years of life , i'm working hard to pursue my desired goal in life . but it seems hard to . with my useless O'level cert and ITE cert , there's no where i can go . although i'm studying diploma now , hoping that i can get into the university as soon as possible . but , i see not much future in me . i really dont wish to disappoint my parents anymore . thus , i promised them , i'll wear that 'square hat' proudly .
i know many of my relatives , those aunties and uncles , are saying some bad stuffs about me . thinking that im super rebellious , went out late and came back late . thinking that all my friends are the same as me or even worst . oh , whatever they think , i dont care . as long as my conscience is clear and my parents trust me , thats good enough . luckily i still have my lovely cousins (:
i love my family . they are always the ones supporting behind me . although i might me rude at times . their nags and ways of disciplines are really driving me crazy . but afterall , i know they cared for me . so i shouldnt grumble so much . they are always the reason , that i shouldnt give up on myself (:
friends are like my pillar of strengths and happiness . without my friends , i think i'll go bonkers . they are always the ones enjoying happy times with me , and some spending the bad times with me . they'll definitely be there when i need them . although there might be some quarrels , but eventually ,we'll be friends back again or even a better friend (:
i dont know why am i like this , i'm aint expressive to people and all . other than my anger and happiness , none is out . i was wondering , should i tell you how i feel ? many told me i should , but i just dont dare . i really dont know why . maybe this is my point of weakness and chances always slipped away like this .
anyway , was with Justin last night . bought a birthday cake for Petrina . a very small birthday celebraion for her somewhere around sengkang . a super belate one . hope she is happy yea ! infact , she Must be happy . cause this was my first time celebrating her birthday , with her . haha ! saw this road sign on the ground while walking back home with Justin . and this was what we did . LOLS !
and finally today , school was fun ! lots of interactions with my classmates . there was Debating and Q & A sessions . and all the questions and anwers were so stupid and funny . lols . alrights , im super duber broke now . can god please throw some money down ? yea , it's HOLIDAY tomorrow !
rights ~ videos for now , tatas !
