somehow ; im wondering, what am i doing this? & why am i doing this? somehow i wished i could disappear or vanished in the thin air. arghh , i really dont know whats running through my mind now. problems after problems. one came after another. it was so difficult to solve until i would think it every now and then , everyday. i guess im really not prepared for all these shits that happened around me now. i dont wish to get involved in all these shits seriously. but why am i always the one that gets involved in all these unnecessary shits. i need my independence back. i need time for myself. please leave me alone people.

have the urge to blog suddenly. too many things happened. work isnt on a smooth track. sigh~ many of us will be tranferred out to other departments soon. and was Forced to transferred. main reason- overmanpower. changed of AVP its even worst than changing a Director which happened previously. dont know what the fuck is the AVP thinking. 7 of us will be going over to the membership ops department starting from tomorrw. arghh. i felt so sad and so bloody sian seeing these colleagues being forced to transferred out. who knows i'll be next?! ): had a meeting with VP, damn holy 2hours, wasnt a bad one. a fruitful one i would say. lotsa things to be done.

on a happier note, the inter-department basketball match is on friday! my very first match! GT RAWKS! :D jersey is damn chio. hahaha! & the thailand trip is confirmed! chatuchak, pratunum ; here i come! rws overseas trip to malacca on the month end is confirmed too! woohoo :D basketball training with the people last night was indeed a great one. perspire till shiok


RWS GT/SP Lantern Walk @ Pasir Ris Park.

2010 Formula 1 Singapore Grand Prix & Singapore Flyer with Gilbert. Thank you! ((:

Lingworm @ iguana after movie with Winson ; The Legend of Fist, Chen Zhen.

i should feel blissful now; but i cant, without you.

我的最大幸福 ; 是发现了我爱你