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work and still work ! nothing else ! i love my Busy life now ! everyday i've got things to do . & Finally , im NOT rotting at home like last time . money money come ! most impotantly , i adore all my lovely colleagues ! outings with colleagues after work ; supper with friends , chillax with bestie , everything after work were just like a ROCKS !

sakae sushi lunch buffet with Liling dear on 1 of my off days . total shiok ! been long since i had sushi ! & we always talk more than time flies . endless chats . LOVE her :D Huiting birthday was next . cab down together with xiao de & steamboat was a Nice ! & xiao de says i looked like 19 years old . HAHA ! im flying now ~~ & lian kai came to pick me up for supper after that ! :D

& working @ Ion was like a GREAT ! :DD

Timbre on saturday with Peishan bestie , calvin & clarence after work ! the most expensive supper i had . i literally ate the whole pizza myself . didnt had dinner due to overcrowding crowds @ ion . liveband was so nice . ages since i had such relax night ! thank you bestie ! ((:

Colleen's birthday chalet after work on monday ! Happy Birthday Dearest Colleen ! met up with colleagues and we went there together . & seriously , we had a FUN time . hahaha ! <3

& yesterday was shopping with mum ! a big damage in her pocket . hahaha ! i love shopping with mummy ! ((: chillax @ somewhere near sengkang with lian kai at night :D

again , today was work . Liling dear came & we had shaker fries ! like a SHIOK can ! & she's coming tmr again ! <3

oh ya ; thanks to all those who came while im working . especially BEA ! MEET UP SOON AH ! :DD

work tmr ; gotta head to bed NOW .

cant wait for the seafood mania @ chomps with Liling & Colleen on sat after work ! :DD

& meet up with Bea on monday and tuesday after work ! ((:

dont doubt me ; give up .

i made a wrong choice , to tell the Wrong person with every single thing of mine . Yes , Every Single Thing . to the extend , you know what others dont know . but apparently , you dont seem to care . you are Not the one whom i can confide to anytime . dont tell me you are the one already . I Gave Up .

anyway , get well soon .

life's really like a bitch . FML now . everything happened was like a sudden attack . & it's a killer . a fucking serious killer . i lost the sense of secure now , which i used to have it since young . for now finally , then i realised the feeling of GONE . i feel so helpless now . a fucking useless freako . & also finally , i felt so regret and guilty for all my disrespects . why should i even born into the world ? now i know whats Lost & Gone . FML .

stop all the craps bro . stop acting like a fucking filial son in front of everyone . you ain't one . i know i ain't one too . but im AT LEAST fucking better than you . reflect on yourself of all your disgraceful deeds . if you'll ever repent , it's a damn miracle . im just an Alternative in the family . FML .

& just when i needed you the most , you were not there for me . how tight can your time be , to just accompany me for awhile , for that moment of devastation ? i thought you could be the one whom will pull through with me , but apparently , what i received was a total disappointment . disheartened . FML .

D picked me up after work on friday . chillax here and there near sk before he sent me home ((: thanks still , but ...

work was v great with Liling ! love her to bits ! time is like flying damn fast that day ! how i wish time could slow down while working with her . this is the 1st time i dont anticipate to end work . LOL . K session was a craze with lian kai & wei long after work ! like a scream ! :D

work like a zombie starting from tmr . perhaps it's a good thing ?!

everything is a catastrophe . fuck .

the feeling of staying at home doing nothing really sucks ! guessed im too proned to be out the whole day and then back home at night . it's more of a habit yea ? bad habit actually . but i'd rather work than staying at home . though sometimes work is tiring . everyday schedule was well planned . except for staying at home to rot . i hate to rot seriously ! & it brought me to this mentality that staying at home is a very waste of time , and on top of that , lotsa family issues are driving me mad . until to the extend , i dont look forward to go home sometimes . i know im too much , but you'll never understand . oh wells , im starting to like my work plainly because i had wonderful collegues ! especially colleen , liling & carolyn :D

kinda fruitful trip @ town with colleen on monday . was planned to go k-session initially , but due to our late-ness and our shopping mood we had , we postponed it to friday ! hoho ! waraku is our the 1st meal of the day ! what an expensive breakfast ! LOL . dinner-ed with ivonn @ suntec before her class . satisfying dinner isn't it ?! ice cream was like a shiok ! lotsa catch ups were done ! ((:

surprise birthday cake for HL yesterday ! big credits to peggy and i ! bugis with peggy after which . chillax and dinner from place to place . and we had a v fattening dinner . thanks to all the kong bahs and fried chicken garlic Baos ! i need my fibre badly ! more gossips yea !

last weekend was v well spent too . work was v v great on saturday with liling ! both of us almost encountered the same plight . really unbelievable . but yeah , she rocks ! hahah ! post-birthday celebration for beatrice ! and together with lian kai , we bought her a cake ! met them after work straight . & we had the famous 'yio ji mee sua' at kembanggan and then to marina barrage . which was like my 1st visit -.- home-ed v late . worst still , i got work the next day . zZ

crap . i think im falling sick soon . sore throat and flu for now . it's a friday and im at home . like the whole day . boring ):

Very very late night prata was really satisfying last night . though it's kinda sinful . but i dont give a damn . thank you so much D :DD

work tmr . money money come . Life's like a Bitch . FML .

i had a tiff with mum again . she is just plain ridiculous . she'll always go crazily stingy when it comes to money issues . she'll always yell at me like a mad woman . like everything were deemed at my fault . i really dont understand why is she always saying that im spending their money ? when i DONT receive any allowances already . neither daily nor monthly . i lived with all my hard earned money . i only do what i can afford . i really dont understand why . sometimes i even skipped meals just to save that few bucks . and yet she's screaming at me all the time . WTF ! sometimes i really dont look forward to go home . i fucking hate it when people say i dont have to work to live , to get money & to get what i want . just ask from daddy and i'll have everthing . fuck it . yes , i know im lucky . but so what ? what you guys know ? you guys just know nothing but SHIT .

yes ! , Epic Crew won the dance competition @ dbl O ! Jean , you Rock !

i had a very GREAT friday night . imy ((:

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i only had 3 hours of sleep before i head to work on saturday . work was freaking long hours . jocelyn & i were counting down at every hour . haha . & beatrice finally touched down from paris . thomson for supper with bea and lian kai after work . i was only home at 4+ morning . WOO ~

-Drag Me To Hell - was funny though the sound effect kinda shocked me a couple of times . thai food again ! i love tom yum ! :D & this guy is going botak on friday . hoho

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& so far work was good ! i had nice collegues . and i learnt alot on monday with carolyn . she's really a nice girl . picnic @ work with food fest ! haha .

yea , peggy and HL . tau huay-ed with them just now . craps ! havent been seeing them for like months ! i miss all the craps ! hahaha . work tmr ! money money come ! (:

Guns & Roses .

Fattest already ! my god ! junk foods are tempting me so much ! Clarence said supper is for smart people who knows how to enjoy food . totally agree with it . but , supper is also for people to grow fat ! damn ! i have huge craves for supper recently . shit !!

anyway , monday was great at night prawning with Melvin and JY at punggol marina . & didnt know Guo Rong was working there . no catches this time . not a single one . cause half of my time was chatting with GR . haha . next to this pub nearby . and then to buangkok for those holy junk food again . lols . all da way till 4+ am ! & i was already dead beat .

late night chillax with Kok Chuan at mac's on a random day. & we had this new flavour by the restaurant . Cinnamon Melt . woohoo . really melts ! go along with hot latte and a large fries ; which i only ate like one tenth of it . cause i was busily talking and laughing my ass off with this funny guy . hahhaa . home-ed around 3am & i cant sleeeep ! credits to the latte . haha .

hoho . yesterday was subway lunch with Stanly . rants off ! haha . he is always listening to all my complains . & made me smile at the end of the day . LOL . & pasar malam junks dinner with Clarence after that ((:

& work was great with Colleen today ! daddy drove me there . lotsa gossips and craps ! haha . gonna watch the Finals tmr @ Dbl O and then Rebel ! hopefully no more drunken cats this time :D