life's really like a bitch . FML now . everything happened was like a sudden attack . & it's a killer . a fucking serious killer . i lost the sense of secure now , which i used to have it since young . for now finally , then i realised the feeling of GONE . i feel so helpless now . a fucking useless freako . & also finally , i felt so regret and guilty for all my disrespects . why should i even born into the world ? now i know whats Lost & Gone . FML .

stop all the craps bro . stop acting like a fucking filial son in front of everyone . you ain't one . i know i ain't one too . but im AT LEAST fucking better than you . reflect on yourself of all your disgraceful deeds . if you'll ever repent , it's a damn miracle . im just an Alternative in the family . FML .

& just when i needed you the most , you were not there for me . how tight can your time be , to just accompany me for awhile , for that moment of devastation ? i thought you could be the one whom will pull through with me , but apparently , what i received was a total disappointment . disheartened . FML .

D picked me up after work on friday . chillax here and there near sk before he sent me home ((: thanks still , but ...

work was v great with Liling ! love her to bits ! time is like flying damn fast that day ! how i wish time could slow down while working with her . this is the 1st time i dont anticipate to end work . LOL . K session was a craze with lian kai & wei long after work ! like a scream ! :D

work like a zombie starting from tmr . perhaps it's a good thing ?!

everything is a catastrophe . fuck .