mixed feelings again. shit. friday is coming. and im not prepared. but on a happy note, it's a public holiday. 7.50/hr! a MUST to work! i think i sense some suay-ness in me again. i dreamt about suay and weird stuffs these 2 days . fuck ; is this a premonition? i need to go pray at the temple soon seriously. anyone wanna go with me ?! ): work hasnt been good already and now what? arghh shit. im seriously not ready yet. i think things will get worst. HOW? ):

Yes! Kok Chuan's 21st Birthday at Shangri-La Hotel. the food is FABULOUS! hahah!! dont worry D, i wont bring you there when you're back. hohoho! & how nice this guy is, to write a card to every single one of us to show his appreciation. but he commented me as 'once an ah lian' in the card! kns! hahahahah!! movie at the great world city after dinner. 'Christmas Carol' (:

work at ion yesterday with Val. always had fun there. stupid Ivy vomit again. and i gotta replace her at plaza sing in the evening. zZ! totally spoiled my mood. but , this long distant call made my night after work all the way to home ((:

// stanly came to fetch me on friday. dinner at kovan and then ecp with his friends till late. & we supposed to go for haircut together the next early morning. but expected, we overslept. HAHAH!

宮心計 is really a fucking nice show. damn exciting. im hooked on it already. i even rented the DVD to watch. HAHA. go watch it people! oh wells, im back to training centre amk this wed and fri. schedule is pathetically less. arghhhh!