i seriously dont know what my mum wants . she is being fucking ridiculous ! i had a lil arguement with her just now . due to some monetary issues and stuffs . a couple of months ago , just right after i graduate , she asked me to think properly of what i wanna do next . it's either further my education or full time work . so as that time , i had some home affairs stressing me out , i decided get a proper job though i feel like proceeding to uni . earned some bucks and then pay for my education fees at a later part . but so suay enough , times are so fucking bad now . none is hiring ! gradually , dad's business is getting more stable , she asked me to further my education . and check out all the study loans and stuffs . i was soo high when she actually said that . & after much considerations , i finally decided to settle myself @ SIM . & i happily do research & collect some useful infos to tell her . i even got the study loan forms alr . which means i can enroll anytime !
& fucking just now , i showed her all the stuffs i had excitedly . explained patiently . & she fucking tell me this : ' show me this for what ? daddy and i are not going to pay for you . go get a job and pay the loans yourself . if not dont study .we'll pay for you unless i strike 4D .' WTF ! SEE ! im fucking pissed now . my heart totally sank like titanic . and she continued to rant . saying im not finding any jobs and all . FUCK x 3 ! WHO THE HELL SAYS IM NOT FINDING ANY JOBS ? I've sent ample resumes . WHICH FUCKING COMPANY RESPONDED ? & i work part time NOW OKAY . expenses and stuffs are ALL on my OWN . and she fucking say i always take money from her . FREAK OUT !
