im struggling the whole day today . i really dunno wat to do . can u tell me what are all these means ? i dun wan things to end up with no explaination . this will make me feel that im a fucking ..... after everything . argh !! Peishan & Pei hui bestie had given me lots of suggestions . and that Justin ass too .. i really appreciate all the advices and suggestions seriously . thanks so much . u ppl are always around with me when im in trouble . thanks (:

seriously , 有时候我怀念以前的我 . i wonder . can i be wat i used to be in the past ? where are all my super brave character ?! where are all my guts ?! there's no ' Scared ' this word in my dictionary last time . what's happening to me now ?! im running away from situations . im avoiding !! im really confused right now . tears`

went out for dinner with Justin just now . i was kenna conned by him . always cheat me . ass !! luckily , he brought me to this place for dinner . which is a not bad place . a good place to chill . if not i really will slap him . lols . home after that (:

sleep deprived . zZ `