temperamental these days. dont know why too. mood just swing like nobody's business . i felt so tired suddenly. tired of everything that has happened. i really dont know whether im doing the right thing or not. and it eventually became an avoidance. till i really dont know who should i seek. contradictions simply just sucks. FML .

alrights folks, CNY is in 2 weeks time! have you bought your clothes? arghh! i haven't buy any yet! please find time for me to do so! arghh! work has been occupying my time lately due to peak season. oh wells, mum promised me to go for some sprees on sunday and i literally cant wait ! girlfs , we seriously need shopping too man! forever 21 , hula & co. , topshop , pull & bear etc. im coming !! hahahah !

& i almost died the week before last. fever and the rests invaded me. damn it. till now im stiill having flu. damn! sufficient sleeping hours are badly needed.

oh ya , im just home-ed from a very full bloated dinner. astons @ katong & 126 dim sum and coconut @ geylang. bloody full seriously. i need to stop ! ):

steamboat dinner @ cousin's place while my parents were abroad last sat! Delicious! and afterwhich was

Daniel's birthday @ Rebel.

woootss ! finally OFF tmr ! and sat too ! 3 consecutive days working. and stock packing was a holyshit ! nearly no lunch pls ! wtf ! dawn was freaking funny today seriously . she was busy entertaining me just to keep me awake . hahaha !

anyway , last night was with beatrice after work ! jalan . movie . makan . yello jello . Finally ah this girl ! after 2months of no-meeting-of-beatrice. hahaha ! chill leh !

@ work :D

oh wells, tmr will be a rest/rotting/drama day. and saturday will be steamboat & party night ! HAHAHA ! till then. bed time (:

sometimes i wonder, when can i be more independent? i realised i really depend too much on people around me. especially girlfs. if they were not around to whine at me, giving advises, reminding me this and that, console, nag, encourage etc, i think im a total useless fool. i cant do things myself. i cant be alone. & im lack of concentration. Wtf is wrong with you Felicia?! wake up! hell wake up!!!

im terribly down with flu, stomach upset and sore throat now. was being called back to work last min with grace just now and im just home. hopefully there will be plans tmr. i dont need another rotting day. till then (:

movie day with Love ((:



@ work =D


LILING LOVE'S 21ST BIRTHDAY(:

Man of words? Bullshits.

hohoh! practically, i dont know what to continue from the previous post. but anyway, days were busy as always. finally i got my off day tmr and monday. and routine's gonna be back on tuesday. freaking tired. everyday was late nights! arghh. body clock needs some amendments!

attended liling love's 21st last night! im so touched by her door gift! ((: [pictures soon babe:D]

& girls day out on wed with Eileen . Valerie and Carolina. shopping shopping shopping!! movie and dinner with wei jie after that ((: & the day ends with Dbl O and Rebel's ladies night with Liling . Ivy and MinQi~ BLAST :DD

just got back from work with Grace. incentives on the way! YAY :D oh well well , i needa thrift! control your money Felicia! CONTROL! hell ya, sore throat ! zZ! nights world! ((:

How was your new year's eve folks ?! i bet it was as great as mine right ?!! hahahah ! well, with a blink of an eye, 2009 is now over. what are your Reflections ? Welcome 2010 ! what are your Resolutions ? & what are mine ?!

09' busy year i would say. beautiful people i have! especially my colleagues. and have already become my Girlfs. the most important part of my life. Liling . Beatrice. Eileen(ah tan) . Ivy . Ivonn . Peishan . Jessyln ((: cousins are of course needless to say. Valerie : i love you the most you should know (: & Emily : i Need you . since young we are the Best of the Best already (: and this will last Forever. loves! thanks to all my wonderful girlfs walking into my life. vibrant it with colours.

& Liling Neo: i saw your post already! im so bloody touched. thanks for always being there for me when i need someone the most. i will never forget the airport day ((: thanks for always scolding me to wake up my idea though i know im really very stubborn. i know. new year new start! i love the times where we spent the times together Excitedly. gossips! hahah! you are so loved too ((:

Beatrice Ng: my lovable bitch! ((: though we didnt meet up as often already. but you know i still love you. i love our story telling session la. outside taka crystal jade & cine gloria jeans. HAHAHAH! please hor ! stop acting busy already la. HAHAHA!

& you : thanks for bringing me up and tearing me down over and over again. none to blame. immuned. tears will eventually dried up. happy times will still remained. Besties (:

the feeling of being damn bloody poor. is damn stupid and awful. i swear. i will spend my money wisely next time! chiong for work is fun but tiring. okay wrap it up! 2009 will be a lesson learnt for 2010!

Welcome 2010: better be a good year i hope! a stepping stone for me to build my money up. hahah! healthy and peace for my family. smooth for everything. Resolutions Resolutions!

to be continue ...