When You Look Me In The Eyes .

Oh mans ! as usual , whenever it's chinese new year , im so so so happy ! i really love this festival damn lots ! not only because of the ang baos , but is the family thing . relatives , cousins , distant relatives will all get togther and have FUN ! & i'll get to see all of them . yess ALL of them especailly cousins =D

大年初 1 - every year is the same . group visitings . cousins and their families together with my family , will go around doing visitings together ! big group i tell you . hahas ! schedules for visitings are also always the same . hahas . here it goes : temple . daddy's side [ah ma's house] . mummy's side [ah gong's house] . & then cousin's gatherings @ night after dinner . hongkong cafe for some chats . desserts . drinks . after that , cousin's dad came and fetch us to meet our parents @ the karaoke pub , owned by our uncle . hahas . yeps , sing , play , eat , drink etc till late nights around 2+ am & home-ed =D

大年初 2 - woke up as early as 9+ . lion dance came to my house . as well as my daddy's side relatives . left home after that to meet my couisns and their familes and then to mummy's side relatives @ serangoon garden . yes , the 3 storey big big bungalow again ! hahas . self made buffet and then karaoke upstairs ! the system is exactly the same as k-box . yeps ! hahas . enjoyed super much ! headed home after that . prepare to fetch my dearest bro to the airport . poor him got to fly to New Zealand for training at 大年初 2 . bid him goodbye and off we went to cousin's place @ tampines . buffet for dinner again and of course with some home cooked dishes . played this mini Mahjong with cousins . cause all the adults were using the real mahjong and poker cards . hahas . cam-whore of course ! hahas . left cousin's place and daddy fetched me to Darren's house for visting . Black Jack ! it's so exciting with his friends . he sent me home after that . & Day 2 ends at 2+am too . =D

大年初 3 - woke up early in the morning too . breakfast with the usuals before go visiting with them . mummy's side relatives . mummy's side all came over to my house after visiting . Sakae Sushi with the cousins for dinner while the adults were at my house gambling . cousin sent me to chalet after dinner to meet my Anna and the rest [daddy's side relative & cousins] . Black Jack again ! hahas and i won ! woohoo ! hahas . Anna sent me home . Day 3 ends at 1+am (:

大年初 4 [today] - nothing much for today . but im gonna go get prepared for visiting now . going to my cousin's place . mahjong yay ! and then after that to my godma's place . Black Jack probably ! hahas . ciaos ~

迎春接福 =D

WOOHOO !! HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE ! this day has finally arrived ! & im going to have lotsa lotsa FUN tmr ! meeting my cousins again ! with all those damn nice food , goodies cookies and stuffs . im gonna gain weight for sure . very sure ): oh cmon ; its chinese new year ! it's the most cool festival for us to have tonnes of FUN ! YAY =D

hmm ~ met up with dearest girl Jesslyn yesterday . passed her the christmas present i bought for her . hahas . dined at Ichiban Japanese Restaurant with the superb tempura ice cream . while she had main course . & finally i met up with this silly buddy , Justin =D been ages since i last saw him . caught a movie with him after Jesslyn and i went seperate ways . caught this darn hilarious show ; 'Love Matters' . backed to kovan for prata and stuffs . Thank you buddy for the treat =D & overnight chats at his place . with our Thinking Therapy. LOLS ! i seriously learnt alot . & i was only home at 9am . straight to bed after bathe ^^

just came back from 团圆饭 with my family and ah Ma . @ this restaurant located at the expo . darn full now . hahas !

alrights , gonna off to do my mask and then sleep . CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW ! WOO ! lastly , 恭喜发财 !! =D

7 Days .

Whatsupp people ! im BACK after a week ! credits to my stupid desktop ; went blank suddenly . i thought my hard disk crashed . who knows it was a false alarm . although i dont know what happened to my desktop . but everything went fine after the technician taught me how to restore the defaults over the phone . wth ! i wasnt online for 1 pathetic week . which made me damn free to clean up my room AGAIN . & now my room is like super clean without dusts ?! hahas . spring cleaning is done ! :D

busy week i had for that no-computer-week . was out with my girlfriends . like almost everyday . hahas . shop ; shop & still shop . im empty handed most of the times . but i bought my shoes like finally . oh ya , and Sushi Tei with Sharon , Colin , Julin & ah Long @ east coast park too . & yes , exam results are out ! hohoho ~ i passed with flying colours ! *grins* now im waiting to graduate and get my diploma cert . cant wait for that man . another thing , im so gonna find a part time job soon and save up for further studies ;D as to fulfill my parents' wish . wearing that square hat proudly . not so soon though but i'll try to get it done by the age of 25 . ;D . ohh , finally get my nails done . Bling-ly * chio nails . thank you Jun Ying (:

YAY-NESS ~ Chinese New Year is like coming in less than a week ! im hell yea excited really ! cousins outing & gatherings . meet up with friends especially Peishan , Ivonn . Pei Hui . Justin . Stanly . Bai Nian . steamboat & the most important thing , ANG BAOS ! woohoo ;D

alrights , off to watch my hongkong drama . [like finally] -.-

Unbelievable .

Chinatown was Great today ! Mummy , ah Ma and myself bought lotsa cny's goodies and stuffs ! Overcrowded ! everyone is preparing for the big day & im so so excited about it ! tim sum for tea time . woohoo ~ and bak kwa was f . long queue . and mummy said we shall wait for daddy's friends to give . cause we always received bak kwas , hampers and other goodies from daddy's friends . hahas . dinner was back at compass point =D

Lunch-ed with Peggy and Huiling @ serangoon yesterday . nothing much . discussing those cny goodies and cakes selling at the supermarkets . super SAM PAT i know . but we always discuss about food . hahas ! went to help Jun Ying to set up her new Nail Boutique . Thistlebelle Nail Boutique http://thistlebellenail.blogspot.com/ . do support ! :D Tcc for her dinner while i had some cakes for dessert . (:

Crystal . Jun Ying . Felicia

Finally cny clothes are done . town with Valerie on wednesday and bought a top . bought some during those shoppings previously with friends too . Val bought hers too yesterday . & i also bought a top for mummy . its gorgeously nice ! hahas .

weather is pretty windy recently . and it's cool enough ; flu and headache had invaded me . zZ ! oh , i've darken my red hair . i dyed it black & it turned out dark brown + luminous red . i think it's kinda cool colour . LOLS !

Boston .

' people handle things in a more proper and rational way . ' familar ? this sentence was on one of my previous posts . well , upon certain things occured , i agreed this sentence only to a certain extent . proper ? rational ? or avoidance ? avoidance is the most unacceptable way to overcome anything . you cant solve the problem , instead , making things worst . face the situation . face the fact . think rationally and solve it handsomely . you'll feel good afterall . trust me (:

was rather a gloomy day yesterday . met up with Beatrice after my hair do . & now my hair looks freaking bright . stripes of loud red . omg , thats really very extreme . Beatrice was shocked with that . i was shocked by the outcome too . hahas . im so gonna darken it before Cny . if not i'll look like an ah lian . zZ . marina square with her . nothing caught our eyes . shit ! met Stanly at hougang after that . accompanied him before he booked in . simple chats with him can already make my day . although i didnt tell him why was i gloomy . he sent me to the bustop before he biked back to camp . walked home instead after he left . indulged in reminiscence while strolling back home . luckily buddy called me before he went to sleep . cheered up abit by then . keeping my mind occupied with lotsa stupid things . hahas .

gotta meet Valerie later for some shopping . hopefully something caught my eyes (:

I Will Grow Through This Pain =)

It's Not My Time .

different people adapt with different environments ; different social mingles daily . all these affect greatly to one's changes . be Happy with Your Life =D cherish every single day spent . cause you will never know what will happen the next second . Cherish Life (:

woohoo ~ chinese new year is really drawing nearer everyday ! im so damn excited . spring cleaning is still processing half way . & im so gonna buy my clothes soon soon soon ! heard that chinatown was so damn crowded ! but im so gonna go there to get lotsa goodies and stuffs with my family and cousins . everywhere is equally crowded though . went out shopping with my friends . and all the queues were like so long . and end up we bought nothing .

anyway , shopping @ vivo with Petrina today . hunting for clothes . vivo was soo soo filled with people . gossip lots @ superdog . lols . met Jesslyn @ bugis after that . okie , her tag already say im Late . yeps , so im late . like nearly an hour ? i know she was damn pissed . im really sorry ): shopped around . and yay , she bought me a disney shirt from hongkong ! thank you :D and then was home aftermath .

I'm Feeling so Festive ! :D

How Far We've Come .

people grow up as they grew older . eventually , thinkings and metalities will change as well . to a more mature feelings , people handle things in a more proper and rational way . to a more mature way , people talked differently too . how they interprete their words , express their feelings and deliver their thoughts to others . it's true that different people have different characteristics and styles . people are changing all the times . be observant ; & you'll find people around you are changing . not out-looks , but inside them . (:

i had very great chat with my buddy the night before . it had been damn fucking long since we had such chats (: i was really touched by what he said . i know all he said was all from the bottom-of-his-heart and never lie . his expression shows it all . i always trusted him although he disappoints me at times . dont blame yourself for not being a good friend alrights ? cause i always never thought of that before . i understand & i Really understand (: 'i am always here' as what you said , and same goes for me . i am always here now and future . thank you for being so honest with me . and answered the question that i had been pondering for so long (: im delighted . you let me learned something . & yea , im so looking forward to our Reunion Dinner :D

woohoo ~ lunched with Peggy and HuiLing today was great ! do lotsa stupid stuffs together as usual and discussing where to get money . meaning looking for jobs . 3 jobless freakos here waiting to get our cert and ass off . hahas . dinner was at home & of course watching my hongkong dramas . OMFG they are so fucking addictive . hell yeah ~ CNY is drawing nearer !! WOO ~~~ :D

Time Of My Life .

friends and all are starting school soon . infact some had already started . some are already working . & what the hell am i doin here man ?! shaking leg at home , idling around like a jobless soul . no work = no income . YES , where is my previous PAY man ?! arghhh ~ i wanna buy new year clothes ! fuck shit ! money money where are you ? i need you so badly ):

yeas , great week i had :D

Friday - met up with Beatrice ! shopping at town in the afternoon . hunting for clothes and some small catch ups too (: & i felt so bad leaving her without dinner . so sorry Beatrice , i promised to accompany you next week for the whole day alright ! yeps ; dinner was @ vivo with Jun Ying and Crystal . catch up alot alot . gossips and all . met up with Valene with Jun Ying @ town while Crystal went off . accompanied Valene for dinner at tcc . chilled . talks . and home-ed (: Ivonn came over and yeps , chatted over the night till dawn was like endless . & we were really shocked by the time . hahas .

Saturday - guess what ?! it was Winson's day ! went out with him for the entire day was really fun ! hahas . people who know him should know how fun he is . LOLS ! caught Ip Man in the afternoon @ cathay . yes ; Ip Man again . second time . cause he wanted to watch that show so freaking much . so im so nice to accompany him watch again . hahas . met up with Ivonn a lil bit before the movie . strolled down to bugis for dinner after that . &&& finally was shopping ! shopped for his new year clothes ; cause he said he trusts my taste . WOOHOO ! lols ! & yea , he bought his clothes all choosen by me . [winson ; you'll look freaking handsome with those clothes on man ! hahas !] dessert was next . at my favourite aH Chew . & finally was home-ed . Great Day Winson Kuku ! Thank You =D

Yesterday - Cousin's day again ! Topone ktv ! Fun ! we were so high singing all those oldies and doing stupid stuffs together . HAHA ! Aston's for dinner after that . and we really chatted ALOT ! & we even make it a point that we need to meet out together once a month ! Super Great Time with you Guys ! =D

Meeting Clarence later . and videos now =D

To The Dawn Of 2009 .

HAPPY 2009 ! Lets Welcome The New Arrival Of The Wonderful Year 2009 ! Blessed Year Ahead People :D

Woohoo ~ a brand new year . what are your Reflections of '08 & Resolutions for '09 ?

wells , 2008 hasnt been a great year for me . but of course not THAT bad too . hahas . 08 wasnt a smooth journey for me . not much of the obstacles ; but tonnes of frustrations . revolving around familly matters which just happened not too long ago . cash flow problems & some other relationship thingy . no one to blame ; but its just me , putting the blame on myself . reflecting eveything i've done in year 08 were atrociously enjoying myself . too much until i needa control myself . more of the nightlifes were spent . being called a 夜猫子 by my friends and cousins . zZ . but 2008 brought me 2 good friends !! Peggy & HuiLing . im so thankful that they entered my life with colours . of course my 3 besties Ivonn . Peishan & Pei Hui . they definitely filled my life with beautiful colours for already coming 9 years ! and also Jesslyn my dearest girl ; Stanly & Justin who made my life as wonderful too . Thank you Darren for being such a great friend . and you are the greatest person i've known so far . i didnt know i'd play sucha big role in your life . cause i always think im not doing my part well . but yea , thanks for everything (: & others too . too many to mention . thank yous ! :D

09 ! may this holy year blessed me with all the goods . more 贵人 . less 小人 . hoped everything goes well for my lovely family . graduate & no remodules . find a good job . get into the university . no cash flow problems . remain healthy . get my driving license :D may 2009 allows me to learn and see more things . become more sensible as time passed . the only sad thing is im turning 21 this year . OMG :(

alrights ~ Calvin drove Peishan and me to Dempsey Hill on tuesday. had been wanting to go there . and yea finally . the atmosphere there is extremely superb ! had Ben & Jerry's . cosy place with creamylicious ice cream (: Wala Wala was next . another Awesome Liveband . great music . cool place . awesome friends :D

Eve - countdown party at St James with Peishan . Calvin and his friends . & i realised ; clubbing is really not my cup of tea anymore . i dont know why . maybe liveband influenced me too much . cause im so into liveband pubs now ! haha . wasnt even rocking the dancefloor last night . everyone was so high dancing except me . lols . went to Firefly Canto Liveband . nice band man !! my first attempt to Canto Liveband . Great ! Fun night of course ! :D

just backed from family gathering @ my cousin's place . haha . celebrating the New Year together . Sumptuous Meal ! :D & just to think of that ; 3 more weeks to Chinese New Year ! im hell yea excited . YAY !! :D