Yesterday

alrights ~ my beloved parents were finally back from their vacation . went to fetch them with my brother and baby Ashley @ night . yes , i expected them , came back empty handed . coz vietnam has nothing to buy ! but they seemed to enjoy lots . hahas !

before that was school . as usual boring -.- headed down to hougang with HuiLing for our haircut . okays , i looked super weird now with my newly cut fringe . zz ` and i was being called a stupid name ' 新一代 PSG ' invented by this stupid HuiLing ! shopped around @ hougang mall and HuiLing bought her dad's bday present , while i bought nothing for my brother when today is his actual birthday . lols ! Peishan came after her school , and HuiLing left home for dinner . bus-ed down to compass point with Peishan to buy my bro's pressie . damn . his Levi's polo tee cost me 50bucks ! and i left with NO MONEY for dinner . no cash & not even bank ! shitto , totally bankrupt !! window shopped and we bus-ed home (:

Today

great , i overslept today . woke up at 1 and lesson starts at 2 . guess what ?! i reached school at 3 . zz ` stupid Peggy keep laughing at my fringe ! shit her !! & the 3 of us were as usual doin stupid things in class hahas !! Kok Chuan just left my place . helping me with the dreamweaver . & ended up we did nothing . bcoz my photoshop cant be used !! zz !! and he gonna come again tmr . anyway , thanks la Kok ! &&& stupid Darren is going for his very 1st field camp tmr ! enjoy man . take care ! AH HAI !! lols ~

school ends early today ! met Peggy . Hui Ling to school just now . & i hate the bloody morning crowds . its like everyone is rushing for the trains . pushing & squeezing people like they were the only ones in a hurry . zz` both stupid girls missed my train due to the crowds . & thus, met them straight at outram instead .

Lab lesson was boring . doing all the java codes and stuffs . yes , i dont know a single shit at all . went into the msn instead to spend my time . hahas ! while Hui Ling was watching video & Peggy was surfing net i guessed ? [im right , she visited my blog] hahas ~ & jokes and lame around lols ! super duber lame lar . hahas . home-ed after lesson with them again :D

Yesterday

Ivonn came to find me after my lesson @ 5 . met her at queensway shopping centre b4 heading down to bugis for our dinner . 天天 steamboat buffet to ease our steamboat craves . haha ~ shopped around to digest and then its ah Chew Dessert Store again ! this certainly cant be missed . i love the desserts there ! & then finally bus-ed home :D

yeps !! this was what Hui Ling made for me !! chocolate muffin ! thanks man <3

im sneezing badly right now . my nose gonna drop off at anytime . argh ~~!!

Alrights ~ Felicia hereby announced Bankruptcy . im UTTERLY BROKE now okay ! wtf !! only my besites will know the feeling of being broke right ? hais ~

thursday

Kbox @ cine with Ivonn . super high can ! hahas ~ cabbed home at abt 3am . Ivonn stayed over at my place . & we dyed our hair in the middle of the night . hahas . i know its kinda crazy . & finally we slept at around 6am . :D

friday

skipped school . too tired la . and thus , im having a long weekend !! yays !! train-ed down to chinatown with Ivonn and then bus-ed down to bugis for dinner . &&& ! dessert @ ah chew dessert store . hahas . a super chink-ed out place . hahas . met Jasmine & Melissa @ tampines for Jean's dance showcase - DREAMS - @ temasek poly . THUMBS UP X 10 ! Jean is super Yo can . woohoo !! pictures will do the rest of the talkings :D

saturday

hahas !! Darren was finally out after his 2 weeks' confinement !! met Jesslyn & her boyf and Darren @ town to partyworld . woooo ! sing again . hahas ! Darren looked so AH HAI with his botak head !! muahaha !! alrights , i was crowned a title of ' Late Queen' by this stupid Jesslyn . movie @ plaza singapura after that . - The Dark Knight - overall an Okay show . kinda complicated . but well , the batman is handsome ! hahas . bumped onto stupid Jean when i was on my way home . hahas ~ craps as usual , till home :D ENJOYED !!

sunday

yeps ~ im falling sick very soon . having slight sore throat now . damn ! just finished watching my favourite show - 这里发现爱 - damn nice la . with my handsome in it. hahas.! yeps ~ im goin dinner with Valerie and family later on . hahas ~ oh ya . my parents had just departed singapore early this morning . so loving right , went on vacation together . and i got to suffer without mummy's food until wednesday . :x

CRAPS CRAPS CRAPS !! previous posts were full of shits !! okay , i dont know what the hell is happening to me these days . oh wells ~ shut up Felicia .

emo stuffs, bloody SHOO off NOW !!

yes ! im back to normal already . school was okay la . copied some notes for exam , and then left school halfway with Peggy . she is always the culprit who always teach me bad . hahas !

and yay-ness ~ im going to meet Ivonn now ! for our 'cultural exchange' ladies night @ kbox :D mum's homecooked dinner made me so damn full now !! but its nice . i love POTATO (:

tatas ~

FA LA LA LA ~~ time is fucking crawling today . lesson was boring . but i got this stupid Peggy there with me . Hui Ling went home halfway to sleeeeep ! lazy ass !! alrights school and home thats all . & ya , Peggy , it wont rain tmr . make sure i see u in class . LOLS !!

tired of such issue again .

i think we shouldnt meet up that often .

but i guess , u too , will think this way .

its just the matter of time .

i'll paitiently wait for the day ,

of ur disappearence .

whats up to me ; i really dont know . what i want ; im not sure either . im just feeling so confused , so vexed , in a dilemma , so frustrated , so irritated , so fucking stressed up !!


why cant my life be more simpler ? why is it so damn fucking complicated with all those irritating stuffs bugging around me ?! why cant things and matters to be resolved in a simple and easy way ? why is the outcome always so redundant ?!

why cant i do things that i want ? why things cant go the way i want ? why is my education so sucky ? why am i so damn bloody dumb in everything ?! why am i inherit with dumb genes ? cant i be any smarter ? why am i so lousy ?!

why girl's weakness is always their emotions ? why i always cant express how i feel ? why relationships always fail ? coz i just simply hate Contradictions .

why guys cant be trusted ? why dont i trust guys ? guys are all ultimately trustworthless . they are generally a person with no creditabilty . they are just being fools for who they are . but of coz all these do not apply to all the guys out there . but well , to some i get to know .

sometimes im just being so bitch i know . but i dont give a fucking damn alrights . im just being myself . i differentiate who is good to me and who is not clearly . i believed, when people are good to you , they deserved all the best from you . but for the otherwise , just fuck your ass off !!

stop claiming that you understand me so well .

right now, you DONT .

you always DONT .

i dont pin on high hopes for the promise you had made .

cause i know someday , your promise will be gone .

i realised Life is full of W.H.Y , or maybe its just me .
everything is just so Fuck-ed Up right now !

forgive me for all the shits above . im just being super random . unhappy ?
thats your bloody problem . LEAVE !

a big fat YES ! i finished all my report projects !! a great great phew :D & i left with the web design project which is dued on the 5th aug . yes , im lucky to have IT mentors like kok chuan and clarence to help me on that ! yay !

TUESDAY

school was okay . lecture was as usual . and i was as usual late . been goin to school late recently & waking up early due to all the stupid projects . woke up at ard 9 in da morning to do all the shits till school time . met Ivonn @ hougang mall for dinner and Gelare for dessert ! 50% off on every tues ! hahas . headed back together with her . and she came my place for some 'hang out' session . okie ~ the main objective is her internet was down currently . so she came and use mine . lols !!

FRIDAY

some stupid situation happened . but nvm . i dun give a fcuking damn on it . hahas ! im so blind that i actually walked passed Deona in class and i didnt see her . and the stupidest thing was, i was actually looking for her and the rests . but i didnt see any of them . LOLS ! & Deona came up and call me during break time . hahas . poor Deona was down with sore throat and she cant speak ! so the whole conversation between us were like whispering loudly to each other . LOLS . met Valerie @ bugis after school to buy presents for Derek & Connie before heading to their birthday chalet . yums yums ! bbq , lame shits with my cousins . lols fun night thou ! hahas . HAPPY ADVANCED BIRTHDAY, CONNIE & DEREK !

SATURDAY

okies ~ went blading with HuiMin . Justin & Aloysious in the afternoon . bus-ed down to pasir ris . and great 4 of us were blading idiots . and i fell umpteen times okies . blading is jus killing me man . LOLS . and worst , it rain halfway . zz . caught the shelter at the cycling kiosk . and then walk abt till the rain stops . went gym after that with Justin . Aloysious . Soon Hwa . didnt do much . coz im dead beat & i hate goin gym ! Justin & Aloysious were so hardworking and determined to carry heavy weights . hahas ! jia you man !! dinner-ed at a coffee shop near by Justin's house & met Valerie to pass her my leotards for her stupid olympics D&D . bus-ed home (: tiring day man .

SUNDAY

no doubt . its home day today . finished up my project and its DONE ! hahas ~ hais . sch tmr . im having monday blues for sure . tata ~

im always looking forward to weekends .

what i promised u, i'll make sure i keep it,

& i seriously hoped u too .

im really afraid of hearing all those words from you again .

coz once bitten, twice shy & thrice marks the fool .

you are being a different person every week when i saw u .

& i dont know what are you up to or how are you feeling .

but you are just making me so bloody vex with all these .

please stop it .

please think of how i feel

before u think of how u gonna treat me dfferently .

no matter what ,

i will be always there for you .

Yesterday

NDP 08 Preview with Peishan !! long-ed wanted to watch the parade by the bay . hahas . credits to Peishan's boyf, giving us the tickets (: Nice Parade & lovely fireworks ! THUMBS UP UP UP * ! Justin came and meet us after his work and just nice our parade ended at about the same time . HongKong Cafe for dinner . & jokes . gossips with loud laughters . slack . from esplanade - boat quay and finally settled down at clake quay . cabb-ed home 2+am . FUN DAY !! and yeah ~ pubbing with live band soon eh ?! :D

Today

didnt have much sleep the night before . eventhough my eyes were freaking tired . Justin said my dark eye rings look worst . OMFG ! stress over projects !! sometimes even had the tot of giving up on studies aft this course . im fortunate to hav wise frens ard to enlighten me up . i LOVE them all (: yay !! went cycling at east coast park with Justin . hahas ! cardio exercise . 2 hrs of cycling and finally dinner-ed at the marine parade hawker centre . & home sweet home . FUN ! thanks Justin :D

stop adding CONFUSION into my life again please ):

updates !!

monday - HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMANTHA LOW !! econs lecture was as usual . instead of doing the econs questions given by tcher, Deona and i were like chatting all the way till 5 . LOLS !! yea yea ~ as was mentioned , i met my b.i.t.c.h Pei Hui and Ivonn for dinner after school . these 2 ladies are nv punctual . infact, the 4 of us are never punctual before . ya 4 [ Pei Hui . Pei Shan . Ivonn . Me ] . settled down @ Xin Wang HongKong Cafe , kovan . 3 hungry ghosts were staving to death already . gossips will never be missed . and then Ivonn followed me home while Pei Hui headed home after dinner . yeps , tvees , videos , frenster , blogs , gossips , magazines etc occupied us until 3am in da morning . LOLS ! girls la ~ and then its time for bed .

tuesday - went to school with Hui Ling & Peggy and then lunch-ed in school . okies , thats when i found out that this particular store selling malay food is damn SEDAP ! nth much to say .. Boring Lecture ~~ headed to town with Yan Fang and we went seperate ways as im meeting PeiShan for some after school hours . hahas ~ dinner . shoppings . girlie stuffs . bus-ed down to bugis , bought of stuffs and Ivonn came meet us home ~ bus-ed 80 served us home at the end of the day (:

wednesday - hahas !! met stupid Darren after school . coz he is enlisting on fri ! headed down to vivo for our dinner @ this Dian Xiao Er Chinese Restaurant . supposed to watch movie after dinner , but i dun feel like watching . lols . back to his car and started to go rounding aimlessly . pool @ hougang plaza with his fren . and then finally he sent me home . and he made me missed my volleyball show !! damn ! LOLS

thursday - lesson was actually from 9-5 . but i went home at 12 instead . coz i needa edit some shits which nearly pissed me off . argh ~ shan't say more . Ming Feng came and did some chats with him before doing the edits . shitty edits until 6+ and finally finished . met up with Pei Shan & Ivonn for dinner as well as Kbox Ladies Night @ hougang plaza . Enjoy-ed !! sang until 2am in da morning despite having sch the next day . cabb-ed home with Ivonn and she stayed over @ my place . (:

today - breakfast with Ivonn @ rivervale plaza and then wat else ?! Boring School !

yes ~ i need more than 24hrs a day ! 24hrs is totally NOT enough !! F* sleepy now .

& finally you are gone .. take care (:

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2 more hours and i'll having boring lectures till 5 . probably meeting by my b.i.t.c.h PeiHui for dinner after that. it has been decades since i last saw her . she is always busy with work and stuffs . but i still love her . hahas ~

Saturday - supposed to go blading with stupid HuiMin . but all thanks to the stupid weather , & we cancelled it . bloody gundo !! ended up nothing but to just stay at home and deal with irritating projects . luckily i got Peishan who always come up with special ideas . headed to vivo for our Superdog dinner and then to Mount Faber . Justin tagged along too . yeps 2 hotdog meals plus 3 more hotdong buns with another fries cost $20 . hahas !! good deal right ? yeps , thanks to the blur Superdog crew . hahas . Mount Faber after that . hmm ~ not much scenery though . and we just sat at the peak of the hill not mountain , to snap some shots and then gossip with laughters . lols ! kovan for supper at the end of the day . and then was cab home . nice night (:

Yesterday - caught 'Wanted' with Clarence in the evening @ the Cathay . after many postpones from me and we finally meet up . hahas . okies , that show was rather exciting . and Angelina Jolie is super HOT ! geez ~~ thumbs up * and then he brought me the the E-bar . nice place ! and they also provide games to play . using Wii . cool !! FuN ! and then he brought me to buangkok to have supper . fucking god ~ im gaining weight !! and then sat at the park and do lotsa catch ups . and the he sent me home . thanks man short !

aint she super cool ?! hahahs

GOSH !! IM LATE !! tata ~~

time to sum up wat i did these days . great !! have been sleeping early these days , like before 12 ? hahas ~ its rather rare i noe . but no choice la ~ im jus too shag to do anything .

basically was just school . home and project everyday . and also 2 driving lessons after school . rights ~ gave school a miss on tuesday . due to an unforseen diarrhea in the morning . cant remember what i ate the previous day , but well , i still managed to go out in the afternoon with Valerie . train-ed down to bugis to buy her stuffs and as well as lunch @ this Seafood Harvest Restaurant . darn heavy lunch ! all thanks to her stupid recommendation . hahas ~ chilled at the Rockery and then home sweet home (:

wednesday - tutorial was cancelled last min . informed by the school' sms . goody goody of coz ! went to Mount Alvernia Hospital to visit baby Jayden with mummy . poor baby Jayden was admitted to the hospital last min . luckily his sickness was not very serious . thank God for that . and then was home . washed up and sweet dreams (:

yesterday - school and driving lessons . nth else (:

today - school was kinda of okie today . made some frens in class . chatted and gossips with laughter . bumped on to Justin ass in the train while i was on my way home . home sweet home while he went to hav his dinner with stupid Petrina and Aloysious . (:

tired . tired & tired .. stress . very stress & very very stress . WTF with all these SHITTY projects ? * INSANITY *