besides those annoying Projects , great times with my besties and frens of coz cant be missed too :D too stress over work will cause insomnia and migraine . & yea , im suffering from those recently . zz ` can someone teach me how to have a good sleep ? OMFG ~ i need a tann-ed skin badly ~ just compare and see the contrast . i really looked damn weak and f-ugly with my current fair skin .

thursday - Kbox after school with Darren and his fren @ cine . been ages since i last sang . coz my girls are so damn busy with their school works & stuffs . singing session was alright . nth much also . and then met Clarence & ah Boon after their work & home-ed together . and Short !! u are still as short as ever . WHY?! hahas . YES !! Russia vs Spain : 0-3 . & i won !! Kok Chuan , i owe u a meal ! :D

friday - gave school a missed . coz i was unaware of the updated timetable . zz ` did my project at home and then went out with Ivonn in the evening . met her @ Myth . and she finally got her pay ! shoppings . eat . chill . gossip of coz . hell yea ~ we spent damn lots . especially Ivonn . hahas ~ so this is wat will happen when girls get together when they have money . lols . great day ! night rider home (:

saturday - swim swim swim !! i needa get tann-ed !! i seriously looked damn f-ugly and restless now . zz ` which is totally unacceptable . went swimming alone in the afternoon under the scorching sun . woohoo ~ feel so great & refreshed . dinner with PeiShan @ the Changi Airport . & her boyf drove us there . hahas ~ from T3 to T2 to T3 and to T1 again . just for the Popeye . hahas ~ kinda stupid but well .. we are just unfamiliar with the airport la . Crowne Plaza Hotel is damn gorgeous can ! train-ed down to town for our midnight movie with the guys . Justin . Aloysious . Soon Hwa . Gao Yuan . Clement .. [Get Smart] - a very stupid show . which nearly LMAO ! & as usual , night-rider home . Cam-whored :D

today - and finally its sunday . home day . Project day . whateva shit day . i just gotta stay at home and do Project . arghh ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY IN ADVANCE !!

celebrated my daddy's birthday with my lovely family after school @ singapore expo . met my dearest Julin @ tampines mall before that to buy an ice-cream cake from Swensens ! and then headed down together for our Sumptous Dinner . YUMS !

PROJECTS PROJECTS & PROJECTS !! wat else ?!! everyday projects !! OMFG ! they are all stressing me out !! arghhh ~~

project-ed with Shu Xian & Jia li yesterday after school @ Intercontinental Hotel Singapore . and how suay were we ,being caught by the hotel's management , for the act of disturbing their potential distinguished guests . zz ` oh yea . wateva . coz we were asking people around to help us do a short survey . and yet , we were being chased out . zz ~

met Ivonn after project @ bugis . accompanied her for dinner . while i had some cold treats . shopped and gossip of coz . and then geylang for some short snacks . with our fav beancurd and stuffs !!

and the day before was with Peishan @ vivo for dinner . with our all time favs Superdog !! damn bloody addictive la ! headache was arousing me the whole damn day . kinda irritating . chatted and gossip outside vivo , with the accompany of the beautiful scenery for lovers and couples . but no doubt , its for us too okie ! and then home-ed with bus 80 (:

damn damn bloody tired . & seriously , i need to heal my stupid dark eye rings . which currently made me looked like a live zombie idling around . so .......

nights for now !

I NEED A GOOD SLEEP FOR GOODNESS SAKE !!

i needa cultivate a Healthy Lifestyle . MUST .

- early beauty sleep

- no more sinful suppers

- have a well balanced - diet

- more healthy activities

- get myself tann-ed again

- thats all for now (: -

okie i noe . being EMO is not Felicia's type . so frens & besties . stop saying im siao or weird ! people do change . and im not exceptional too . although some of u may not seen any from me . but .. okie wateva . thanks so much Peishan bestie for lending me ur ears last night (:

u were always not there when i need u the most . and there are lots of things happened in between , which i noe they dun concerned me . but ... im just feeling uneasy . wat are frens for ?

phew !! just got to noe how to use and familiarised with the stupid dreaweaver . big thanks to Kok Chuan for the help (: and he just left my place . hmm ~ guessed im not a slow learner eh ? hahas .

school . home . project . had already been my everyday life lately . assignments due dates are drawing nearer and nearer . and i hate writing essays !! WTF !! needa brush up on my english more man . zz ` lesson was kinda interesting today . learning maths . thats my fav !! not accounting maths of coz , kind of E-maths . apply formulas and stuffs . learnt something new at least (:

alrights ~ gonna turn in real soon . really very tired . facing the computer figuring out the stupid dreamweaver for almost the whole night . since i came home from school . zz` im goin BLIND

sleep deprived -.- zz`

hellos dark eye rings & eye bags .. zz ` insufficient sleeps again .

saturday - Fathers' Day celebration with my dearest family @ this seafood restaurant . not sure wats the name of it . went to Peishan's house after that with a surprise . hahas !! she was super shock . i noe . hahas !! chatted with her , her mum and her sis too . she looked rather fine . not as worst as i tot (: Justin . Soon Hwa . Clement . Ivan came over to my place for mahjong in da middle of the night . like 2+am ? zz` i LOST DAMN PATHETICALLY . all thanks to my 2 Zha Hu . zz ` not really in da mood to play also . coz im way too sleepy . and holyshit , i slpt at 8am in da morning . worst than goin clubbing . zz `

sunday - slpt for a few hrs and went for practical lesson in the afternoon . afterwhich , went down to town with Soon Hwa's ride . had Sakura Buffet with Justin & Aloysious too . okies , Aloysious is really damn crappy . LOLs !! and then home-ed aftermath with Soon Hwa's ride again !!

today - school and nothing else . projects are piling up like shit ! OMFG ! essays . dreamweaver and stuffs . think i'll go bonkers again . im coughing like hell now . damn irritating . zz


sometimes i wonder , why were you back . things could have be more beautiful without your presence .

when s-u-a-y-n-e-s-s comes , anything could possibily happen & unavoidable .

and this is the 2nd time i saw u again . zz ` im terribly sick now . clubbing , chilling , live band sessions were all cancelled yesterday . damn it !! yet surprisingly , i woke up as early as 645am for school . lecturer was late for like 1 1/2hr !! WTH !! went to queensway with my mdis girls to occupy our break-time . skipped the afternoon lesson and went home halfway . seriously cant tahan anymore & gradually i was down with fever . had a panadol and went to sleep immediately . Valerie & Daphne came at night with super big and tasty STRAWBERRIES !! hahas !! hang-ed ard at my place till late nights . Val stayed over & sweet dreams .

woke up damn early today for my practical lesson . driving is so fun ! hahas . home-ed with breakfast ta-bao-ed by me for Val & myself . Val just left . & i guessed i'll be rotting at home again .

comforting a person ain't easy . action speaks louder than words .

):

when one is moodless/in a foul mood , he/she will feel damn frustrated , irritated , whatever u do is wrong . things just dun go your way , tends to think this and that unreasonably , think unnecessarily , no smiles nothing & just feel like shouting out loud like nobody's business , until u are out of voice to speak !

& hell yea ; this is wat im feeling right now ! FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD FOUL MOOD !!

u just dun fucking understand !! shut up !!


and im sick ~

school & home these days . nothing else . school had been alright . nothing much though . lecture was rather boring anyway . but with the company of my 2 new girlfrens , Shu Xian . Jia Li , lecture was not as bored (: mummy had finally tendered her dearest shop to someone else ! YAY !! she is my 24/7 mummy again ! home cooked dinner everyday !! hahas .

OMFG !! Pei Shan bestie ! take great care alright ?! i was damn shocked when u told me wat happened on the phone last night ! my instinct sucks can !! damn bloody hate it !! lets be more racist than we were used to be to the indian fools . blackies just suck la !!

stranger . acquaintance . friend . close friend . buddy . lovers --- true theory ?
sometimes its kinda bullshit !

yays !! no school tmr !! movie with Val again (:
nights for now !!


ciaos :D

Friday - In This Club ! WOOHOO !! finally went to club after almost a year . Pei Shan & her 4 girlfrens . Me & Darren and his 3 other frens . actually was to go Phuture . but we waited for the damn bloody cab for like an hour . zz` and great , by the time we reached , Phuture was already full house . OMFG !! MOS instead with Darren's car . feels so great to be back at the dance floor . all of us [girls] were so damn high can ! hahas . everything was FUN except for the touchy hands . FUCK IT !! music was of coz lost to my favourite Phuture . but we managed to have fun anyway . RnB lights out when we were at the retro side . hahas . 1st time encountered such case . nothing special though . & YES ! i betrayed my holy principle . i drank ALCOHOL . my favourite vodka craneberry . zz ` Darren drove me and Pei Shan home in the morning .

Saturday - Precious Ashley's 1st Year Birthday Celebration @ Changi Yaght Club !! went in the late evening with Pei Hui . Pei Shan . Justin . damn lots of people there . Precious was damn CUTE la ! cousins . relatives . frens were all there (: Stanly came too !! HAHA !! finally get to see him after he came back from taiwan . HAHAS so happy ! stayed over at the chalet with the cousins ! tiring but nice night with them . and chatted with this stupid Emily thru out the whole night ! dim sum for breakfast in da morning and then all home-ed with ah Teck's lift .

today - slept the whole afternoon . but really cant get into sleep though . and for now , im gonna off to prepare myself for dinner with my lovely family (:

:D

im DAMN TIRED can ?! been having insufficient sleep recently .

yesterday - was with Pei Shan @ vivo after school . shoppings and dinner . DAMN ! our dinner was so damn heavy . dined at hongkong cafe again . but its not xin wang this time . went around the shopping mall for Ashley's birthday present too . met Ivonn for supper @ kovan & yes , we cant escape from Xin Wang HongKong Cafe . while Pei Shan went home to prepare for her early lesson next day . okies ~ Ivonn & i missed the last bus . we are really good in chilling out indeed . endless chats (: home-ed at ard 2am . hell yea; ain't my day a sinful one ? OMFG . i ate damn lots !

today - holyshit !! i forgot to bring my timetable out !! how terrible am i ?! searchin up and down in school for my class like a moronic ass ~ & then i finally found that stupid classroom with the help of the school's library computer . and all these made me late for class for 45mins -.- met Darren after school @ clarke quay for his birthday treat at Pasta De Waraku . and guess wat ?! another S-I-N-F-U-L dinner . WTF !! im gonna gain weight for sure . went to visit Samantha at her work place while waiting for that slow ass .

headed to town to digest our heavy meal . and not forgetting to go cine of coz . hahas . and yeps ~ he's working :D Gucci was having sale today , so we went in to have a good look at paragon . Darren ass almost bought a wallet . hahas ~ wallets & bags are so tempting can ! hope i can get 1 myself soon ! hahas . strolled along orchard road until my legs are so tired . and finally its time for home while Darren met his frens for his stupid nightlife . zz` YES ! its finally FRIDAY !! im like FINALLY GOTTA CLUB TMR !! YAY !! :D

yes yes yes !! IM TIRED !! I NEED SLEEP !!

can anyone define . Best Friend ?

i wonder ..

ciaos*

2 days of school , everything was fine (: the only bad thing was , my class got NO HANDSOMES ): hahas ~ okie , not too bad .. i've made 4 frens today . all older than me . seems like age 20 is the youngest in my class . coz all the others looked like 20+

beyond my expectation , my class has more locals than foreigners ! a handful of foreigners like people from China too . dun understand why they applied for this course . coz they really dun understand english . lecturers were having a hard time to explain to them . even worst , some lecturers translate to chinese . & yes , my class is the biggest class . consists of 45 . and im lucky enough coz my class has the most locals (:

campus is small compared to College East . very small . just like my secondary school . and shitty thing was , i got to pay for which eva cca i joined . zz ` i'd rather dun join .

went back to Myth to take my pay after school . Ivonn was working , so i accompanied her till closing . did some shoppings alone too . bought all necessities rather than wants . likes school bag and some apparels for school . zz`

school tmr . hope its a new start to make more frens !


:D

sales was much much more betta today (: i ate a dumpling today before work . lesson learnt ): & again , time passes damn fast today . crowds were not as large as yesterday . but miraculously sales was much more betta than yesterday . im darn TIRED . dunno why too . perhaps im lack of sufficient sleeping hours . vision was quite blur . hope im not suffering from any illness :x *Touch Wood*

school is finally starting !! tmr will be the 1st day of school . New School . New Course . New Term . New Semester . New Start ! Everything is Fresh ! im excited seh ! PLEASE , pray hard that my class is a nice class with nice people . yeps !! JIA YOU FELICIA :D

Holy Shit !! im out WITHOUT MY HANDPHONE TODAY .

alrights ~ my eyelids are like so heavy . turnin' in and prepare for tmr now !


ciaos *